N: Oh, psychology and philosophy is what I wanted to really study. Unfortunately, the college I went to do not have these courses, so I did English Literature and enjoyed it. But I continue to read a lot of books on psychology and philosophy. Once a month I go to Landmark- a really big bookstore in Chennai –and buy up a whole bunch of books.

BW: You have a strong sense of self and an active thinking life which calls for sensitivity, contemplation, and silence, so how do you balance this part of life with the demands of your profession in a very commercial industry?
N: I’m an actress –first and last. And as an actress my job is to wear different masks. Once I’m done on the sets, I remove this mask and become myself. Next day on the shoot, I put on another mask. I’m very proud I can do this – because it is a gift not given to everyone. To be different people. And in real life, I’m a quiet person. I talk and laugh but there’s an inner silence I’m very aware of, and that I listen to.

BW: That’s an interesting and insightful answer.
N: Thanks! You know, the TV show I’m in - Maanada Mayilada - revealed who I really am to the people. It told them I’m not a bimbo or an item girl but a real person with deep feeling and thoughts. I’m grateful to the people in the show who’ve become like my family. I enjoy going to the studio – I go early so I can spend more time with all the folks there. It’s like being part of a community.

BW: What about friends? Do you have some special people you talk to, share things?