I BLED ALL DAY AND CHANGED MY OWN DIAPERS - TV PERSONALITY OPENS UP ON HER MISCARRIAGE

Chrissy shared pictures from the hospital later and penned a heart-wrenching post for her unborn son. Now, she has written an emotional eight-page long essay describing her loss on her social media.

“I didn’t know how to come back to real life so I wrote this piece for Medium with hopes that I can somehow move on but as soon as I posted it, tears flew out because it felt so....final. I don’t want to ever not remember jack.” She thanked everyone for the love, care, and support during the hard times. In the piece for Medium, Chrissy Teigen spoke about her placenta problems and explained what happened 20 weeks into her third pregnancy. She wrote, ‘I had always had placenta problems,” and continued, “I had to deliver Miles a month early because his stomach wasn’t getting enough food from my placenta. But this was my first abruption. We monitored it very closely, hoping for things to heal and stop. In bed, I bled and bled, lightly but all day, changing my own diapers every couple of hours when the blood got uncomfortable to lay in. I actually became an adult diaper expert for my own personal entertainment,” she wrote on Instagram.

 

 

 

 

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I didn’t know how to come back to real life so I wrote this piece for Medium with hopes that I can somehow move on but as soon as I posted it, tears flew out because it felt so....final. I don’t want to ever not remember jack. . . Thank you to everyone who has been so kind. Thank you to the incredible doctors who tried so hard to make our third life a reality. Thank you to my friends and family and our entire household for taking care of me through all the adult diaper changes, bed rest and random hugs. Thank you John for being my best friend and love of my life. A lot of people think of the woman in times like this but I will never forget that john also suffered through these past months, while doing everything he could to take care of me. I am surrounded, in a human therapy blanket of love. I am grateful and healing and feel so incredibly lucky to witness such love.

A post shared by chrissy teigen (@chrissyteigen) on Oct 27, 2020 at 2:01pm PDT

Comments to her post read,

Sending you so much love!!

It’s brave what you did and how you shared it. And jack is brave too. In the trees and the sun and the rainbows. Sending you both big love.

I wouldn’t want anyone to have to go through this, but for anyone who does, I’m so glad they have this to hold on to.

You are a gift. Sharing this will make so many people feel less alone. Loving you guys. (sic)